Wishes and love :)

I wish I could explain why people act a certain way. Why God takes away our loved ones. Why we cry. Why we suffer. Why we bleed. Why we hurt and why we cry.
I wish I could talk to God and ask Him why I am what I am.
Look the way I look. Talk the way I talk and act the way I act.
I wish she would remain the same. My same old friend. Not change to what she's become.
I wish for all these things. But the one thing I wish for the most.
Is to see all the world praising God for what He is and not for what people make Him out to be.
He is faithful. He is loving. He is our Creator. Our best friend.
I wish people would just stop and realise this.
But then again when will these wishes ever come through?


I just opened my blog page and what I felt was that, and it came out like that i guess..
So yes those are my emotions at the moment. But their not sad. But happy emotions. Cause even though we go through hard storms. He is with us.

So I don't worry about all that. I just feel the hurt.

Anyway... on a happier note :)
We'r back from soul survivor, and I must say it was a wonderful experience.. Just being abroad without family. Having that "indipendence" :)
Well let me not get too into soul survivor I just want to say that even if you didn't come up with us or you weren't there. Then God is still with you, still cares and is still waiting for you to call out to Him.
Obviously met some great people :) made friends with the buttboys hehe.. great guys.. (:

Tomorrow I have quite a full day. For one I need to go apply for sixth form.
But that's good cause that means I passed my O's so I shan't complain. Tonight I'm staying in to relax a bit.
I re-started dancing officially finally :) how grande aye?
I'm quite extatic about that anyway. I'll be dancing in a show in about 3-4weeks time. So pray for me kids :)

Also decided what I want to take at sixth form FINALLY.. xD
Though it shall be hard because I want to do 3 A-levels and 4 intermediates... being:
A-levels: italian, philosophy and I.T
Intermediates: Art, maltese, maths and english

Although I'll be doing art privately and italian in one year and I.T in another.. Hopefully I'll manage so keep me in your prayers ;)

Well I shall leave you for now with a song from soul survivor (my apologies to those that didn't come)





Gbu all siblings of mine through Christ :)
Zoe xoxo

Though I haven't seen You, are You still there?

Many people feel alone in life, many people feel as if God is never there just because they can't feel Him there. Also they say that just because things in life go wrong it's all His fault... but I just wanna write that we all feel alone. We all blame God for one thing or another in life.

But isn't that just the easy way out? Pointing the finger at someone else but yourself saying that it's His fault something went wrong in your life and not yours.
Many people consider us as hypocrites.. Yes we all are hypocrites. Because although we thirst for God's love, we sometime's loose our way, and fall into sin, into darkness, but in the end God still love's us because He love's the sinner just hate's the sin. But althought we are hypocrites in the end we have one good thing about us.. We run back to God and admit it was our fault for all the wrong that happened in our life and not because He wanted to make us suffer, and yes people die and suffer a painful death but there is a reason for that. There's always a reason. We just can't always know it..

Now an answer to chrissy's blog...
http://chrissy-92.blogspot.com/ yes many people walk in and out of our live's unfortunatly.. but i guess, it's just something that needs to make us stronger. Not weaker. Not worse. But when feeling alone I alway's say...Pray... Because you might still feel alone but like that you know someone's on your side while you feel that kind of pain in life.

Friend's aren't always going to be there. Neither will family. But God is always there for you. No matter what.

People might have stopped reading till now cause I'm being very pro-God at the moment
But just know whoever you are... You are never alone. He is always there looking over you.

We Are One
If only we could get a picture of all those people who have lived on this earth before us.
If only we could get a picture of all those people living on earth with us.
If only we could get a picture of all those people who will live on the earth after us.
And join these pictures into one.
Wouldn't there be millions of faces?
Wouldn't it be the biggest picture you would ever see?
But then, seeing that picture, being it humanly impossible for us to see and memorise each individual face.
Then we will see the picture that Jesus saw before He died.
But He saw all our faces.
Individually.
We are here because of Him.
As His children.
We are One.




Tomorrow we'r off to soul survivor hope all goes well.. I'll blog when I come back

Gbu my siblings
Zoe