Lying in the grass

Hello Humans = )

So I don't think I really have anything to blog about but people are telling me that my last blog seems too sad so I'm just gna update you guys and try to seem as un-sad as possible ok? = ) so i'm just gna try to get some inspiration as i go along bare with me humans...

I really need to find a new synonym(I Spelt It Right Hillz :P...dnt ask ppl lol) to "So" coz i use it too much.. and basically it's bugging...so if any of you know a synonym to So pls tell me.. ha ha but till then i just will use it i guess = ) xD

So.. basically the past few weeks have been hectically busy, I'v had private lessons everyday and sometimes even twice a day... I'v been studying or else trying to study(atm Macbeth is open on Act 4 Scene 1 xD) and also I'v tried to keep a bit of my social life actually active... failing miserably actually but oh well...*sigh*

Yesterday we had d-group ad i have to say it was one of our most intense d-groups ever and i rly hope it got us closer together and to God.. thx a bunch tine = )

We also had the hike this week.. that was an up and dwn happy/sad day ha ha it was rly windy but the weather turned out amazing thank you Jesus ^^ and i ended up with cuts and bruises and a sore back...but oh well...*another sigh* xD
If you want to know more about it visit rache's blog (my hp buddy) the link is right there -->

Maaa i just looked at my time table and i have 14 exams all after each other with only 1 day break..how scary is that?!?!! O.O

Pray for me guys coz I'm petrified...

I just decided i'm off to study

Signing off with a smalll grin and books
Gbu
Zoe x

Why do i fall?
Why can't I keep on standing?
This evil drags me down
down into temptation

I keep on praying
so that I can stand again
when will this end?

You say you won the world.
You say we shouldn't worry
but when will I be able
to just believe?

God please keep me from going down
Always help me to stand
To stand by your side And not to stand on my own.





This Is a pic of Jack Skelington like the awesomest boy in the world xD the colours rly bad sry it's actually much prettier but the cam's weird :S and that's my bedroom floor btw >.<

Big thx to ach who's beside me atm n helped me 2day, her&amy teehee love you both and thanks xxx

Signing off with questions that need to be answered
Zoe

Healing heart

Just the thought
Of loosing you is
Making my heart break
Maybe I never had
You in the first place
But all I know
Is that with you
I never had to force
A smile but it just
Came automatically

Why did you go?
You left me alone
All the pain inside
I know you’ll never know
How great it was to smile
Because of you
But now it’s over
I can’t take it anymore
The pain I feel
You’ll just never know

But then I hear some one
Talking about a solution to This pain
I can’t understand who this
“Jesus” might be
They tell me the solution is just between
my knees and the floor.

So I try it.
This thing they call prayer.
My knees are on the floor.
My hands are clasped together.
My heart.
I can feel it beating faster in my chest.
I feel so much pain.
I let out a scream.
Then it’s all gone.
My cut’s are healed
My sin’s forgiven
And my life’s restored.

Hope you guys liked it x

Zoe.

Wow Guys so manny things are over and it's alrdy like they started centuries agoo!

So the talks are over and with that so is the dance and the mime :(
No more rehersals...*sniff*...but I must say they were amazing!! the experience it put me thro is unbelievable, and i feel like a different person in many ways!
The dance rehersals just reminded me on how much i miss dancing lol... can't wait till after O's to strt again :D
And the mime...wow guys, i can't even strt to describe how this mime has changed me!! It was like this roller coaster ride, but there were more down's and spins in it! and the challenges i went thro... just made me a better person!! I learnt how to appreciate my friends more&more and know how to give even better advice about certain situations now :D (also thks to fr. Ray and the debate thingy that happened tues xD)
I just have to say for the millionth time, How God works in such mysterious ways... and altho we might not like them or might not understand them now looking back it all seems perfect!!
I hope that atleast one person was touched by these talks and I'll keep who ever this person is in my prayers!!
I'm here for anyone who needs me ok dudes:)?? Your all in my prayers and don't any of you ever lose Hope for whatever pain you might endure it will only just make you a stronger person and the more Faith you have will only make you a better person :)

Owww and febuary's over and here come's March now, O's are moving closer...but I'm soo glad feb's over i hated that month xept for last wk xD!!

I want to say a hugeee thanks to all of you guys who helped me thro my dark hour >.<( too many names to mention but u guys now who you are = ]) Thank you Y4J coz if it werent for you guys i wouldnt be the person i am today :)!
Here's The Mime Guys: Quality Isn't the best but still big thumbs up to rache for taking it for us :D thx rachee xx)

Oh & Rem guys your never "fine" coz the meaning of fine is - Frustrated.Insecure.Nerotic.Emotional :P

Signing off with smiles and advice giving xD
Gbu
Zoe xx