I already shared this song before but I found the full lenght video so i thought I'd share it..

"Be ready to let God invade your heart"




Bunny

Hey lovers =)

How's it going? I don't feel like doing a very reflective blog today, so I'm gonna keep it simple you see? Summer's nearly over, which is very strange in my eyes but in exactly one month I'll already be experiencing my second day at JC. Very very peculiar kids.
Oh and goodluck my siblings who have resits! From O's to Uni I'm positive you guys are gonna do great and even if you fail just know that it's not the end of the world! I'll be praying for all of you guys this week!
Also Congrats goes to tine's brother who's getting married this weekend *tiny applause*
Happy Birthday's go out to Christa, Bettina, Me, My Sis And a whole hell of a lot of people who where born in Sept.
I still dno what I'm doing for my bday. Deff spending a weekend with friends somewhere =)
Piece of advice for some of you: read Twighlight if you never have.. very very good book!
Oh and also the Bible cause many people have never even opened this book.. but believe me what's inside has really helped me in such horrible situations that how can I not suggest it for a good reading club guys?
Also OW LA LA very sexy to say thaaaaaaat *drum roll* I QUIT work =D woo how grand is that? I now have time for my friends and my life again!
Very excited about that charltson!!
Now updates are in order: My room is remotely clean for once =O what a shocker

OOTG vlogging is hopefully back although my vids don't want to upload!!
Facebook finally accepted to upload 2albums of soul surivor for me but not the reast BLEH!
Big poof for that
And w-t-fudge is going on with this 4am thing of paceville? In my opinion close the whole place down and restructer it into something more positive please?
Oh and new blogger on the loose... *drummm rooolllllll*

MATTHEW BORG
who's blog link isss http://www.mattborgi.blogspot.com
sorry I can't link it to the side but this template sucks ass..

Onwards to the end of this blog-nation.
Just wanted to wish you all the rest of a very good summer and hope you all remain in Faith :)

Gbu all my siblings
Infinite X's&O's
Zoe

Wishes and love :)

I wish I could explain why people act a certain way. Why God takes away our loved ones. Why we cry. Why we suffer. Why we bleed. Why we hurt and why we cry.
I wish I could talk to God and ask Him why I am what I am.
Look the way I look. Talk the way I talk and act the way I act.
I wish she would remain the same. My same old friend. Not change to what she's become.
I wish for all these things. But the one thing I wish for the most.
Is to see all the world praising God for what He is and not for what people make Him out to be.
He is faithful. He is loving. He is our Creator. Our best friend.
I wish people would just stop and realise this.
But then again when will these wishes ever come through?


I just opened my blog page and what I felt was that, and it came out like that i guess..
So yes those are my emotions at the moment. But their not sad. But happy emotions. Cause even though we go through hard storms. He is with us.

So I don't worry about all that. I just feel the hurt.

Anyway... on a happier note :)
We'r back from soul survivor, and I must say it was a wonderful experience.. Just being abroad without family. Having that "indipendence" :)
Well let me not get too into soul survivor I just want to say that even if you didn't come up with us or you weren't there. Then God is still with you, still cares and is still waiting for you to call out to Him.
Obviously met some great people :) made friends with the buttboys hehe.. great guys.. (:

Tomorrow I have quite a full day. For one I need to go apply for sixth form.
But that's good cause that means I passed my O's so I shan't complain. Tonight I'm staying in to relax a bit.
I re-started dancing officially finally :) how grande aye?
I'm quite extatic about that anyway. I'll be dancing in a show in about 3-4weeks time. So pray for me kids :)

Also decided what I want to take at sixth form FINALLY.. xD
Though it shall be hard because I want to do 3 A-levels and 4 intermediates... being:
A-levels: italian, philosophy and I.T
Intermediates: Art, maltese, maths and english

Although I'll be doing art privately and italian in one year and I.T in another.. Hopefully I'll manage so keep me in your prayers ;)

Well I shall leave you for now with a song from soul survivor (my apologies to those that didn't come)





Gbu all siblings of mine through Christ :)
Zoe xoxo

Though I haven't seen You, are You still there?

Many people feel alone in life, many people feel as if God is never there just because they can't feel Him there. Also they say that just because things in life go wrong it's all His fault... but I just wanna write that we all feel alone. We all blame God for one thing or another in life.

But isn't that just the easy way out? Pointing the finger at someone else but yourself saying that it's His fault something went wrong in your life and not yours.
Many people consider us as hypocrites.. Yes we all are hypocrites. Because although we thirst for God's love, we sometime's loose our way, and fall into sin, into darkness, but in the end God still love's us because He love's the sinner just hate's the sin. But althought we are hypocrites in the end we have one good thing about us.. We run back to God and admit it was our fault for all the wrong that happened in our life and not because He wanted to make us suffer, and yes people die and suffer a painful death but there is a reason for that. There's always a reason. We just can't always know it..

Now an answer to chrissy's blog...
http://chrissy-92.blogspot.com/ yes many people walk in and out of our live's unfortunatly.. but i guess, it's just something that needs to make us stronger. Not weaker. Not worse. But when feeling alone I alway's say...Pray... Because you might still feel alone but like that you know someone's on your side while you feel that kind of pain in life.

Friend's aren't always going to be there. Neither will family. But God is always there for you. No matter what.

People might have stopped reading till now cause I'm being very pro-God at the moment
But just know whoever you are... You are never alone. He is always there looking over you.

We Are One
If only we could get a picture of all those people who have lived on this earth before us.
If only we could get a picture of all those people living on earth with us.
If only we could get a picture of all those people who will live on the earth after us.
And join these pictures into one.
Wouldn't there be millions of faces?
Wouldn't it be the biggest picture you would ever see?
But then, seeing that picture, being it humanly impossible for us to see and memorise each individual face.
Then we will see the picture that Jesus saw before He died.
But He saw all our faces.
Individually.
We are here because of Him.
As His children.
We are One.




Tomorrow we'r off to soul survivor hope all goes well.. I'll blog when I come back

Gbu my siblings
Zoe

Not Ashamed..

You realise how sometime's we feel ashamed of what we might truely be?
In my case.. I'm a christian and I love God and turn to Him in any occasion and I feel I should be a witness... But sometime's I feel comfort in the saying "It's easier said then done"

Lately I've been going through a dry spill but the thing is I still had a thirst for God and praised Him, but I wasn't praying my usual prayer time.. I mean I was like.. too lazy.. and too busy...
I also changed a bit.. Felt myself going a bit down, as in I drank.. not to the extent of getting drunk I would never allow myself to do that.. But I'm sure I was tipsy to the point that I was too happy to function..

But like I kind of realised tonight.. that in the end God forgave me now.. I only needed to forgive myself..

Saying I'm a christian and not being ashamed and afraid is one of the greatest gifts one can have in life.. and telling people and being a witness to them is even better..

It can be in small things like not swearing and when I say swearing I mean saying haq and God's name following..

But guys don't be afraid for He is God.. And we can do anything with Him through us.. does that make sense??

I hope so ^^
And thanks to all those people that left comments in my family post.. truely appreciated and yes I shall be joining you for Soul Survivor :D!


And guys.. not going to paceville to go to mass should be the coolest thing on the face of the planet ok :P?
Coz we are the Jesus generation :)!

Gbu all siblings
Infinite X's&O's
Zoe

Family...


All of us seem to be having problems one time or another with our family this summer..
I wonder what it is.. My problem all started last night when i asked for my curfew to be extended by one hour.. while i was out with my sister.. and the ans was no.. and after that for asking that i got grounded... to the point where she didn't want to let me go into work this morning!! like what the hell???
Now cause I didn't want to go to the beach with them they'v taken away my laptop (im writing this blog on betsy my editing comp..) my mobile and they told me I can't go to soul survivor... Now I rly can't think of what a good christian would do...because right now I just feel like tearing their throats out..
I should have gone to gozo this weekend and all my troubles would be here in Malta... Non existant..

And tmrw Drea leaves and I won't see her for a whole month coz of my vry nice parents... Sometime's I just wish they could realise that I'm not perfect and that all the mistakes they do that I ignore.. are going to stop being ignored now that everytime I make one mistake they jump down my throat... and what's worse is my mom went back on her promise of letting me go to soul survivor... the trip I'v been planning for months and that I paid for and that was granted to me for getting into sixth form...
Cause yes I passed my O-levels.. And I'm working for my parents and I'm helping my mom with house chores... Now... What more can I do for her??
She told me i should start buying the groceries and I was like give me the list and I'll go ux... WHAT MORE CAN I DO FOR HER?!?!
maaa.. She's seriously just letting out all the stress she has on ME.. while I let it out on this stupid internet page that no one reads... and I mean who would read a whole post about me complaining about my family??

It's all mad in my opinion and I wish I had some where to escape to.. But I don't ...

I would go to the chapel... But right now as much as I know God is the only one that can resolve this.. I'm not in the mood to pray..

How horrible...

And to add insult to injury i wept my eyes out when my parents left the house.. like real tears streamed down my face.. which usually never happens unless something bad happens to me.. te last time I cried was when I was going through a hard time with the mime..

I feel claustrophobic.. Like everything's closing in

I'm gna miss Drea =[ and if I actually don't go to soul survivor... You'll find me knocking on someone's door cause I would have run away from this hell...

Materialistic?

Sometime's we get caught up in such materialistic things that we forget that in this life we'r all the same..
As a friend of mine would say... "In the end we all die... so what's the use?"
Now I'm not saying we should use that mentality.. but seriously... some things can be avoided can't they?
Like the stress that most girls put on themselves.. to have the nicest hair, have the best boyfriend, flirt with guys just so you can gain confidence, find the perfect dress and nails, wear all the pink you can find and just laugh and pretend not to get the joke just so the boys and pick on you and call you blonde...

Don't you think it's just all a joke? In my own way I can be very materialistic, I care a bit too much about how I look when I'm out and it just frustrates me that, I have enough money to buy a whole meal at Mc Donalds but decide not to just to save money and then end up using the money on something stupid when I could have easily loved to have been more full that night I went out to eat with my friends...

But then people all over the world have no clue of what a burger actually tastes like but I have that luxury and don't use it!
How horrible..

We (including me) can get so wrapped up in the things and people around us that in the end we end up loosing who we really are to become something so materialistically fake... and i just think it's sad...

I dno why I'm writing this post just think I should let these feelings out...

Gbu all siblings
infinite x's and o's
Zoe