Lies.

Do you want to know the truth about the truth? Its hurts, so we lie.
Nobody says the truth anymore. It's like an infected virus going around in everyone's cute little plastic water bottles.
Why does the truth hurt? Because we make it hurt.
I know. Talking from the percpective of someone who does lie and sometime's doesn't know how to stop.
It just accumulates. One lie after another. A Spiderweb I like to call it. It's not easy to stop, it's like a drug. Heroin, weed, lies..what's the difference?
One hurts the body. One hurts the soul.
Although pain also seems like a routine that's going around and becoming fashionable in people my age. Being double faced has become as common as breathing air.
Will we ever stop? So many people before me have asked this question about if humans will actually one day stop this obsessive compulsive sickness that cannot or will not be cured.
I know this seems pointless but my question to you is... What's the point?

School, Notes, Life and something of the sort

Okay that's enough with the seriousness get ready for some actual blogging :D

So loversss the summer is coming to an end! And yay it was such a great summer :) *glee*

*Moment of silence* to celebrate the fact that i turn 16 next tuesday *woooo*
Also that I strt contemperory (spelling?) tonight yaay :D

Now about the wholeeee summer?
My biggest wish was to go to Soul Survivor and gleeee I did :D best experience of my life...!
Came back with the biggest smile on my face and it's gna remain there as long as i remain with my Saviour :D

Maaa and I'm telling you i strted reading Revelations and I was like WOW suchhhh a good book in the bible i swear!!

Anyhow's I got accepted and am going to JC which is wer i wanted to go...though I'm a bit bummed Max&rache aren't gna be there *cries into her pillow*


But i still love her :)!

Also I'm back on the books and tv series craze!!
Right now I'm reading: The last days of socrates, Finishing off SLAM *finally* and Live the life by mike pilavachi :)

Also I'm watching: Greek, the secret life of an american teenager, gossip girl, project runway, Dr.House and many moreee

I need a life don't I?

*Pauses to go clean the house a bit for mom*

*Pauses to watch greek*

OKayyy Back :)
I'm meant to be at bev atm but I'm running ultra late.. though i'm starving what shall i eat??


I just found out I might be in maltese with elaine yay :)

Uww and next sunday we have a football match now that should be entertaining XD!


What else?? I doubt I have anything left to say xept Gbu all my beautiful siblings
your facebook addict shall leave for the time being...btw over 40 albums of photos... how mad is that??

Love you all
Infinite x's and o's
Keep faith
Zoe x

Change

Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is ... everything.

Some of us have changed radically throughout the summer. But my question to you all is, who is the world to judge if we have or not?

Who are they to say that we'v lost our values and morals and manners?

MY Faith. MY morals. MY life.

Not theirs. MINE.

So might I say that all they have to do is adapt to MY change of style but not my change of values and Faith. Should I hope that it will all pass in time? Should I hope that they'll get off our backs? Should I?

Well. Yes. I should actually because I lost none of my christian values with change and if they feel that they should go back on their values then I shall not and I will still love and respect the people (with great difficulty) that stab me in the back.

But with God I can do anything. He got me through exams. Getting me through being hurt should be nothing xD

Love you all siblings Gb

Keep Faith

Zoe xoxo

I already shared this song before but I found the full lenght video so i thought I'd share it..

"Be ready to let God invade your heart"




Bunny

Hey lovers =)

How's it going? I don't feel like doing a very reflective blog today, so I'm gonna keep it simple you see? Summer's nearly over, which is very strange in my eyes but in exactly one month I'll already be experiencing my second day at JC. Very very peculiar kids.
Oh and goodluck my siblings who have resits! From O's to Uni I'm positive you guys are gonna do great and even if you fail just know that it's not the end of the world! I'll be praying for all of you guys this week!
Also Congrats goes to tine's brother who's getting married this weekend *tiny applause*
Happy Birthday's go out to Christa, Bettina, Me, My Sis And a whole hell of a lot of people who where born in Sept.
I still dno what I'm doing for my bday. Deff spending a weekend with friends somewhere =)
Piece of advice for some of you: read Twighlight if you never have.. very very good book!
Oh and also the Bible cause many people have never even opened this book.. but believe me what's inside has really helped me in such horrible situations that how can I not suggest it for a good reading club guys?
Also OW LA LA very sexy to say thaaaaaaat *drum roll* I QUIT work =D woo how grand is that? I now have time for my friends and my life again!
Very excited about that charltson!!
Now updates are in order: My room is remotely clean for once =O what a shocker

OOTG vlogging is hopefully back although my vids don't want to upload!!
Facebook finally accepted to upload 2albums of soul surivor for me but not the reast BLEH!
Big poof for that
And w-t-fudge is going on with this 4am thing of paceville? In my opinion close the whole place down and restructer it into something more positive please?
Oh and new blogger on the loose... *drummm rooolllllll*

MATTHEW BORG
who's blog link isss http://www.mattborgi.blogspot.com
sorry I can't link it to the side but this template sucks ass..

Onwards to the end of this blog-nation.
Just wanted to wish you all the rest of a very good summer and hope you all remain in Faith :)

Gbu all my siblings
Infinite X's&O's
Zoe

Wishes and love :)

I wish I could explain why people act a certain way. Why God takes away our loved ones. Why we cry. Why we suffer. Why we bleed. Why we hurt and why we cry.
I wish I could talk to God and ask Him why I am what I am.
Look the way I look. Talk the way I talk and act the way I act.
I wish she would remain the same. My same old friend. Not change to what she's become.
I wish for all these things. But the one thing I wish for the most.
Is to see all the world praising God for what He is and not for what people make Him out to be.
He is faithful. He is loving. He is our Creator. Our best friend.
I wish people would just stop and realise this.
But then again when will these wishes ever come through?


I just opened my blog page and what I felt was that, and it came out like that i guess..
So yes those are my emotions at the moment. But their not sad. But happy emotions. Cause even though we go through hard storms. He is with us.

So I don't worry about all that. I just feel the hurt.

Anyway... on a happier note :)
We'r back from soul survivor, and I must say it was a wonderful experience.. Just being abroad without family. Having that "indipendence" :)
Well let me not get too into soul survivor I just want to say that even if you didn't come up with us or you weren't there. Then God is still with you, still cares and is still waiting for you to call out to Him.
Obviously met some great people :) made friends with the buttboys hehe.. great guys.. (:

Tomorrow I have quite a full day. For one I need to go apply for sixth form.
But that's good cause that means I passed my O's so I shan't complain. Tonight I'm staying in to relax a bit.
I re-started dancing officially finally :) how grande aye?
I'm quite extatic about that anyway. I'll be dancing in a show in about 3-4weeks time. So pray for me kids :)

Also decided what I want to take at sixth form FINALLY.. xD
Though it shall be hard because I want to do 3 A-levels and 4 intermediates... being:
A-levels: italian, philosophy and I.T
Intermediates: Art, maltese, maths and english

Although I'll be doing art privately and italian in one year and I.T in another.. Hopefully I'll manage so keep me in your prayers ;)

Well I shall leave you for now with a song from soul survivor (my apologies to those that didn't come)





Gbu all siblings of mine through Christ :)
Zoe xoxo

Though I haven't seen You, are You still there?

Many people feel alone in life, many people feel as if God is never there just because they can't feel Him there. Also they say that just because things in life go wrong it's all His fault... but I just wanna write that we all feel alone. We all blame God for one thing or another in life.

But isn't that just the easy way out? Pointing the finger at someone else but yourself saying that it's His fault something went wrong in your life and not yours.
Many people consider us as hypocrites.. Yes we all are hypocrites. Because although we thirst for God's love, we sometime's loose our way, and fall into sin, into darkness, but in the end God still love's us because He love's the sinner just hate's the sin. But althought we are hypocrites in the end we have one good thing about us.. We run back to God and admit it was our fault for all the wrong that happened in our life and not because He wanted to make us suffer, and yes people die and suffer a painful death but there is a reason for that. There's always a reason. We just can't always know it..

Now an answer to chrissy's blog...http://chrissy-92.blogspot.com/ yes many people walk in and out of our live's unfortunatly.. but i guess, it's just something that needs to make us stronger. Not weaker. Not worse. But when feeling alone I alway's say...Pray... Because you might still feel alone but like that you know someone's on your side while you feel that kind of pain in life.

Friend's aren't always going to be there. Neither will family. But God is always there for you. No matter what.

People might have stopped reading till now cause I'm being very pro-God at the moment
But just know whoever you are... You are never alone. He is always there looking over you.

We Are One
If only we could get a picture of all those people who have lived on this earth before us.
If only we could get a picture of all those people living on earth with us.
If only we could get a picture of all those people who will live on the earth after us.
And join these pictures into one.
Wouldn't there be millions of faces?
Wouldn't it be the biggest picture you would ever see?
But then, seeing that picture, being it humanly impossible for us to see and memorise each individual face.
Then we will see the picture that Jesus saw before He died.
But He saw all our faces.
Individually.
We are here because of Him.
As His children.
We are One.




Tomorrow we'r off to soul survivor hope all goes well.. I'll blog when I come back

Gbu my siblings
Zoe

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