Been effected a lot by it lately... not of other's but also my own..
We'r all hypocrites it's in us to be that way but in the end no one can see our bruises and scars only Him We jugde but does it count at all? We fall but will we be picked up again? Hypocrites? We'r right here Devil? Look away for inside me there is Him
He's the only one that sees the true me and although you can look at me through a microscope You'll never see the true me like He sees me.
Ok guys i have to write a quick post before i head towards the books of physics XD (exams tonight pray for me guys perleasee >.<) Anyway so.. basically i was really panicing yest night coz i lost all my electricity/electromagnets/magnetism notes and i was going "God God plssssss find them for me!!" and this morning i woke up at 5 to study and i got this huge file and opened it like and i fell asleep again, and the notes sort of like felt out of the file while i was sleeping and when i woke up i found the notes on the floor where all the notes i lost and if they didn't fall out i wouldn't have found them!!
I Couldn't Not Put this vid here guys it's just toooo funny...thanks maxine for making it and if any of you like the song it's like my fav song of the month atm xD First guys finish first - oh shooting a star
I feel like another random blog very sorry if you don't have 2 mins to waste you might as well stop reading now. I'm just rly bored in bed lol and it's currently 00:24, just updated myself with the fiveawesome ppl and the vlogbrothers on youtube and felt i should just write random things... hehehe
I actually wanted to start vlogging in summer but like, everyone's doing it and i don't follow the flow so sry, you shall never see me vlog, unless I can help it. And till now i can :)!
I guess i have nothing to share or update you on and since this is a stressfree zone i think i shouldn't talk about O's coz that would just be inappropriate wouldn't it :)?
A huge shout out goes to my souly paula coz i wanna cheer her up and I can't think of many ways i can atm... Another shout out goes to my beautiful princess amy who turns 16 in 4 days or is it 3 now? hehe lost count...anyway, Hope your all keeping yourselfs fit and and....fit? just wanted to say thanks to those 5 people who actually did comment on my previous blog... those people are actually dedicated to my blog unlike YOU!! yes YOU! you know who you are person who reads my blog but doesn't comment!! :P
Jusstt kidding :) So i shall update you about my week in the morning coz i need to go have my quiet time now :) Gbu all and i decided im stopping the signing out thing xD
Hello fellow bloggers and non-bloggers who take time out of your day to read my random comments about life = ) So today I'm in a good mood cause I decided I just wanted to be in a good mood, isn't that good xD? The title of today's blog has nothing to do with my blog.. i just didn't know what to write and my stomach just made a funny noise.. xD Anyway laptops - I'm writing this on my laptop and the converse is coz i looked at my messed up room and saw a pair of converse sticking out of my wires and Me2You's is coz my slippers are these huge Me2You fluffy soft toys.. I'm sure no1 has read this far into this post coz it's rly boring but I don't have much to say unfortunatly and I'v exhausted my wind pipes with talking about stress.. So my blog is now a stress free zone everybody = ) And I also don't have any life changing news to post or any religious views for today so my post is totally pointless.. I do get released (correct spelling?) out of prison this week which is good. The prison I'm situated in at this moment in my life is called Prison Santa Katerina. Believe me it's gotta be one of the worst prisons around, but their releasing me and another 39 girls next wednesday and next year we'll all be in different prisons = ) Err... My life is a huge rut atm isn't that fun? I'm currently doing a summary of all my temi of maltese literature but i'v been on the same page since 11 am and it is currently 15:28, gooh.. haha So you should all visit (if you'v read this far into my post) http://www.nerdfighters.com/ it's quite funny. Be a proud nerd whoever you are = ) Oh and http://www.youtube.com/fiveawesomeguys their quite funny with randomness, or you could visit fiveawesomegirls! = ) Now... for the fans of john mayer we now have a group on facebook which was a creation of me and achie, and i have no clue who's an actual fan of John so feel free to add yourself to it. I only invited paul gatt till now xD what a loner group! Hence i will now leave you beacuse it is 15:32 and i really want to try and finish this silly summary. Oh and a big thanks goes to mina who actually took time out of her busy life to come and see Students Fest '08 with me which was well good! = ) Signing Out with randomness and knowlegde that this will be read and commented by no1. Gbu Zoe x
So today i was studying physics (whoopyy..) and i thought ot this rlyy cute Emo cartoon i once drew and like it just reminded me of Jesus all of a sudden... The way he tells us He loves us while we'r not taking any notice of Him... Here's the pic: Doesn't that look sad? But it's the truth in a way...
Anyway this comes next:
Whispers
You made us all in your image Now I'm in love with you It took me years till i could see You cause i was blind but now you've opened up my eyes
Sometime's I blink and end up falling but in the end You pick me up again and my eye's are open I'm listening to Your Voice The Voice of comfort The Voice of truth
I realise how much you love me and I whisper back I love You too.
As I look at the world I begin to dream of the future What's next to be Your love so strong for everyone You made us all in Your image
And You saved the day When Jesus came And You took away all my sin and shame And You made us right again
You came from God above The Father's only Son Saved my soul Made me new Now I live for You
My heart is alive and my spirit free In the Saviour Gave His life for me By Your Word We will be the light of the world My Father Shine Your light in me
I'll stand on the Word Be a light in the world When Your praises are heard We'll be singing
Ok so this is going to be a post where i say the truth and nothing but the truth ok?
So this week i left my URL on my hi5 and a person actually read my blog and kinda commented on my christianity (it was a gd comment dw)
Now I just want to write this blog to tell anyone who isn't a christian that it's not easy, i mean i write blogs when i feel i'm really close to God or else when i feel i have to share something He told me i should share, but I'm rly like a hypocrite sometimes.
Last wk i went to pv, and i took 2 drinks (told u im gna be truthful) i didn't get drunk i didnt get tipsy i just had 2 drinks and although i didnt get tipsy or anything after i sill felt guilty coz I'm gonna turn 16 in 5 months, so technically I'm underage.
And I'm telling you guys, i was so ashamed after, but i realised that i had fallen, without even knowing, and then i just prayed and prayed really hard and i feel that know God has picked me up again, and that i don't need to take any drinks just to fit in or just to feel stress loading off my shoulders, coz in the end the stress is gonna come right back isn't it?
My message today is: don't do the same mistake i did guys, drinking/smoking/cutting/drugs and all that will solve nothing and although i don't like this post i feel i should show you guys my mistake so that you won't do the same thing.
In the talks Fr. Ray said that when talking to a person who cuts ask: "what is cutting going to resolve?"
So I ask all you people who have and still are doing all these things: "What Is it going to resolve for you? Nothing. I assure you.
Hope you guys learn from my mistake Signing off with this vid:
Hello fellow bloggers = ) So yesterday night i was reading my bible and i was looking for the chapter of Peter and instead i ended up reading that of James xD Anyway i read this :
Taming the Tongue
1Not many of you should presume to be teachers, my brothers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly. 2We all stumble in many ways. If anyone is never at fault in what he says, he is a perfect man, able to keep his whole body in check.
3When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. 4Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. 5Likewise the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. 6The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.
7All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and creatures of the sea are being tamed and have been tamed by man, 8but no man can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.
9With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. 10Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be. 11Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? 12My brothers, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.
And i was like... hmmm...ok....*Looks at ceiling* "I get what your doing God..Fine..."
See i have this problem that sometimes some bad old habits come back and i gossip... Yes it's not a gd thing but you know.. I'm trying to stop = ) Now if we all stopped swearing&gossiping and doing all the bad things that affect others when we speak... wouldnt that be slowly changing how people treat each other? including how we treat others? = ) I'm deff gonna try to stop all this nonesense going around, mostly in girls (Sad but true, we tend to hurt each other with the way we talk behind peoples backs)
And today i saw the film Evan Almighty, I'm sure you've all seen it already but i just wanted to remind you that To Change The World We Have To Do One Act Of Random Kindness At A Time, and not judging and talking abut other people behind their back is an act of random kindness... atleast that's how i see it anyway xD
So guys by slowly treating the people around us better, don't you think we would be slowly changing the world xD?
Bit extreme i know but we have to start out from somewhere if we want to help make the world a better place = D
Evan Almighty Trailer: (For those who haven't watched it.)
Signing off with studies, hope and smiles = ) Gbu Zoe x
Me? Well, I'm always changing really, one cannot always remain the same. The delights of self-discovery are always available. Though loved ones move in and out of my life, the capacity of love remains, and so does God (:
